buat saya, tidak menjadi masalah ketika pacar kamu memangil perempuan lain dengan sebutan, bunga melati, atau bunga matahari *mungkin karena dia besar dan kuning* atau mungkin bunga raflesia *karena mungkin dia bau*.
yang menjadi masalah adalah ketika ada perempuan dengan sebutan bunga semanggi mampir di hari hari nya.

well, im not talking about an affair or something. i know my man keeps his loyal for me and i appreciate that, and it’s well noted that his playing-around age has over. i do thank him for that. and we sometimes just laughing out loud over those past things. i dont really care about an affair. if you love someone else, just go for her, leave me and i’ll be fine, for sure.

no, its just a crap i wrote above. something we laughed at last night 🙂

im telling you, i’m living a world full of an affair. my parents *oh, yes, i dont mind telling you this*, friends here, friends there and bla bla bla. semakin hari orang akan semakin maklum dengan hal hal semacam ‘berbagi perasaan’, adore someone else that leads to love or ah whatever, merasa sangat excited dengan orang baru, iseng sini iseng sana sehingga membuahkan hasil *?* dan lain lain. i surely stated here, i just dont care with those kind of things. ini semacam mengacuhkan hal hal semacam itu. i know how it feels when your beloved ones cheated on you and it doesnt feel good, in any way. but after all, i become so numb.

i dont wanna judge people yang telah, akan atau sedang berbuat itu because its their life. i am not trying to be so naive on this. i once cheated on my beloved ones. i made a mistake. dan sepertinya semua orang akan sampai pada waktunya merasakan dikhianati dan mengkhianati. ahahah. dan itu gak bisa disalahkan karena perasaan itu ga bisa ditahan tahan, karena kalo ditahan tahan bisa kentut dengan bau yang menyengat dan mengganggu sekitar. but for me, its more than enough, i just dont wanna do that silly thing no more.

and quoting my man, i dont like talking about people’s life, its not interesting.

hokay, its only a crap, people, no offense. this writing comes up my mind through the thingy happened on my daily life, here in banda aceh lately. as a matter of fact, i am the one who feel hard to trust someone. its just so hard. but thats okay.

at the end, kalo jatahnya tau pasti nanti adaaaaa aja jalan buat tau :p jadi jangan trus jadi parno ngecek setiap hal di kehidupan nya karena kalo emang jatahnya blom tau ya gak bakalan ketauan, hihihi. what comes around goes around 🙂

may God give you joy, people!